冷たい花

Nothing (unless you count school books u_u)

Lisey's Story
Cell
The Shining
Salem's Lot
Everything's Eventual
Four Past Midnight
Cujo
Hearts In Atlantis
The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon
Pet Semetary
Carrie

Forever Odd
Odd Thomas
Velocity
Life Expectency
The Husband
Dragon Tears
Mr. Murder
Darkfall

Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
The Stars My Destination
The Time Machine
Herland
The Golden Compass
Eragon
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep
The Left Hand of Darkness
Eldest
Patriot Games
The Da Vinci Code
Anansi Boys
Harry Potter (all)

I Am Legend
The Golden Compass
Sweeny Todd

No Country For Old Men
Brutal in very blunt ways. Pretty cool. I like the crazy dude. The title is very appropriate. Overall B+
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Spiderman 3
Surprisingly good film. Very good balance of action and thoughtful drama. Overall A-
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Desperado
Once Upon A Time in Mexico
Shaun of the Dead
The Shining
The Mothman Prophecies
The Fifth Element
The Langoliers

2 Young
200 Pound Beauty
Hot For Teacher
The Host
ナイスの森
My Wife is a Gangster 3
Seven Samurai (60's version)
A Bold Family

Breach
Compelling drama with excellent acting. Makes me hate politics even more though. Overall B-
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What if struggle were eliminated? What if everyone didn't have to do anything? How boring would the world become? I believe we'd all revert to some stupid age of dumbfounded innocence. Struggle is what generates life. If a molecule didn't move, didn't make that effort to vibrate in albeit such an insignificant amount, the breadth and sheer explosion of life would not have occurred. Struggle at any level of being is what defines existence. I suppose I'm agreeing with the Buddhist vision of life but that's what all life boils down to, what nature boils down to. We are all on a journey towards an end, it is the struggle to go on and on into infinity to perpetuate life with strife. In our effort to reach a point of calm and nothingness we eventually must continue to struggle and simply be.

We were discussing what we have faith in and the immediate answer that came to my mind was 'tomorrow'. Other people will point out specific endeavors and goals but ultimately the fundamental faith we all should have is the belief that there will be a tomorrow. All other possibilities in life are based upon that simple idea, that there will be a tomorrow and life can continue perpetually. I think most people overlook this fact every single day, not because they choose to, but because they've grown so monotonous and single goal oriented beneath the pressures of peers and society. To have faith in tomorrow no matter how bad life may seem within a particular moment, I believe, will help anyone view life in a more positive light. It doesn't matter where we all begin because we all are striving towards tomorrow, and to have faith in that connection is to have faith and belief in the potential and goodness of mankind.

After finishing The Left Hand of Darkness and presenting it to my philosophy class, I have came to the conclusion that lesbians and gays are more human than any of us. Why? Because they see beyond what is normal, and what is "ordained" by a set of superior (so called) persons. Although personally, I could not imagine being physically attached to another female, this particular book examines the very core of humanity and the love that exists when all else is taken away. My own belief, that love does not depend on ones body, was verified by this book, and the potential that humans are capable of is displayed, with nature taking it to its culminating form: humans who can be either male or female. Obviously this is not normal, not what we are used to, but philosophy has shown me that to grow and become enlightened we must always challenge what is normal and never accept things so naively. Love in its purest form does not take into account one's own desire and preference. When every prejudice we hold is eliminated and all that is left is our mutual journey toward death, there can be nothing else but love.

When I was younger, about 7 or 8, my grandmother died of breast cancer. At the time, I was unaware of what cancer, let alone breast cancer even was. When we talk about my grandma today, my mom would tell me how I could still see her around our house after her death. It would scare my mom and there were even instances when my mom herself saw my grandma still wandering around our, at the time, new house. I never really knew my grandmother as much as I'd like to but maybe that's for the best. If those Daoists are right and death is simply another part of living, then we'll meet again. Although I won't lie and say dying is not a scary thing, because it is, since there are so many things I wish I to accomplish and prove to myself with this life. It's a shame that there are people who are so willing to die, whether it be for a good cause or because life has grown too much to handle. Sometimes hardship is necessary, and overcoming it is what life really means, and if one's life is not filled with hardship, it is necessary to see what hardship is, and to appreciate what one has. Death is the great equalizer. Though in life we may stray from one another, death reunites us.

What does it mean to be young and to be old? Both terms can be used with negative connotation, however I think they both have advantages. To be young is to see everything anew, to allow oneself to be naive and accept things as they come and not to cloud ones thinking with muddled expectation. In the eyes of a child everything is wondrous, the subtle details in life are not so, and ones mind can be adventurous and fearless. And then, there is old age, where wisdom accumulated over a lifetime of hardship and joy festers in the memory of one person. Physically, they cannot act as they once could, and their minds may be too fuzzy and dim to appreciate the new world that has changed around them, but there is wisdom there. Valuable wisdom, that when coupled with the exuberance and determination of youth may bring a person closer to something greater.

日本音楽の歌詞
Last FM
Deviantart
My Space lol
Mixi
YouTube

Jim Breens
SPACE ALC
歌ネット
歌まっぷ
漫画の音

HMV
CD Japan
Korean Cinema
Hong Kong Cinema
Asian Movies

Play-Asia
Wiki
CSS Resource
Fanime
Animal Crossing Ahead

DJ Max - 6 button, difficulty 8-10
Sim City 3000 Unlimited New Town: Orlandia
Brainage Brainage: 21
Lumines
Animal Crossing: Wild World
Town Name: Lorryton FC: 4253-0484-3104, Rutie

Current Townsfolk: Peewee, Victoria,Curly*, Sally, Stitches, Goldie,
Moved: Daisy*, Boone*, Baabara, Deena*, Ruby*, Moe*, Robin*, Apollo*, Roald*, Mitzi*, Hugh*, Freckles* Kabuki*, Dora, Angus, Whitney*
Newest: Puddles
* = Got Photo

Beautiful Katamari
Silent Hill: Origins
Silent Hill 5
Alone in the Dark (I forget the new name)
Twilight Princess
Lair
...anything?

Skies of Arcadia (DC)

Eternal Darkness
Xenosaga I & II
Xenogears
Chrono Trigger
Castlevania: SoTN
Castlevania: LOI
Castlevania: Portrait of Ruin
Kingdom Hearts
Devil May Cry 1,2
Tales of Destiny
Silent Hill 1,2,3,4
Fatal Frame 1,2
Final Fantasy 6,7,8,10
Clock Tower 1,2
Katamari Damacy
We Love Katamari
Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth

Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles
Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
Devil May Cry 3
Castlevania: Dawn of Sorrow

50 Lions
Lucky Lemmings
Hot Jackpot: Reels O'Dublin
Enchanted Unicorn
Frog Prince
Wolf Run
Get Eggcited
Jade Elephant